Stories Shared: Natural Order IN Chaos

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Natural Order in Chaos.

I admit, I was a great ‘Student’ of what I was being taught.

It seems, humanity has an obsession with Words. Please do not misunderstand, I do as well.

I look at words.  I sound them out.  I listen for the sound they emit.  I watch the effect & affect they have. I feel the feelings they emit.  I vibrate to the energy they create within me.

Individually & Collectively, we assign words with meanings & accept the definitions as valid without questioning and judging their validity.  Words offer common concepts and an important starting point for sure; however, we stop reshaping them/their definitions/their meanings as we learn/mature/evolve and worse, we assume we know the feelings when we have only learned their definitions.  Within such narrow context and placing all things into Categories.  We busy ourselves with Organizing and Labelling.   Forgoing the Process to Learn & Unlearn/Question/Evaluate/Critique.  Worse, we stop Being Curious.  Accepting Things as they are/appear to be/present to be tends to limit our Curiosity.  Curiosity being the seed of Imagination. Imagination being the root of Awe.

Being busy with Order, we attempt to Control.   Our need for Order & Control Creates Compulsion.  Compulsion Compounding our need to Organize/Categorize & Label.  Within this context, we assign moral and righteous meanings/value and worth.  While forgetting, at some point, someone other than  ‘ourselves’  and in the context of their understanding/insights/knowledge & knowing made Judgements to assign meaning & labels to the Word(s).

In the quest for Order, we give up our Inner-Power.  Inner-Power to Be Curious & Question All Things.  A Collective Acceptance ‘suggests’ that Order is the Goal.

The Words became Synonyms with Labels & Judgements (Good vs Bad/White vs Black/Worth vs Unworthy/Smart vs Stupid or Uneducated/etc).  Words used as Tools to Ensure ‘Order’;  Segregating All Things (One from Another/One Country or Culture from Another/One Race from Another/One ‘religion’ from Another/etc).  Words became Empowered to Identify & Isolate & Ignore those ‘Outside the Order” and Cause grave harms on an individual level/community level and global level (Approved vs Denied/Worthy vs Unworthy/Healthy vs Sick/Home vs Jail/Heaven vs Hell).

Words compounded Build Beliefs. Beliefs Became Just & Righteous.  Individually & Collective “We” Defend!  Defend & Feel United!  United, following Blindly-Other’s (Other’s Thoughts & Beliefs).  Within the context of ‘following’ Other’s, we Expect & Accept that ‘Our’  Knowledge/Order/Salvation/Healing/Wellbeing & Health/Solutions rest with Other’s.  The Freedom to Choose One’s Thoughts/Beliefs/Truths/Solutions/Paths are Given-up to Other’s.   Giving-up Our Curiosity & Choice, we forget—we are no longer ‘children’ dependent on a ‘parent’. Giving-up Our Curiosity & Choice, we get stuck in Fear.  Fear of All Things (being Judged/Labelled/Deemed Unworthy & Unlovable & Not Enough).  In Fear, we remain stuck afraid to “take” a Risk.  Without our active ability to Choose & Take Risks we perpetuate our ‘Victim” Mentality.  Within, the Victim Mentality we justify Other’s Dominance over ‘Ourselves’ (Victimizing Victims/Celebrating Censorship of Approved & Accepted Words & Definitions & Organized Categories/Seeking Solutions to Pain (Inner & Physical/External) from Other’s (Experts).

Internally & Collectively, by Process of Accepting-‘We’ Integrate the Word/The Definition/The Context/The Beliefs into Our Being.  Through the Integration, we Belong to Our ‘People”/Community/Organization/etc.  In Belonging-We Feel a Sense of Collective/Sense of Belonging/Worthiness/Righteousness/Order=Power.

Order becomes a Goal within it’s own Agenda.  Order become synonym for Good/Healthy/Right=State Deemed to Be The Norm.


Hang-in with me a little longer.  Agreed, Order is a good stage/phase/resting point.  However, I am pondering CHAOS.

It seems to me, Chaos must be allowed to Be.  Chaos is a Natural State of Order!  (Please, read again:  Chaos is a Natural State of Order).   Took me awhile to Understand/Respect/Appreciate & Express Gratitude for Chaos within my life/my relationships/my community/my body.

Chaos (as opposed to Order/Control) Unravels/Exposes Discrepancies & “Lies”/Displays to ‘us’ our Reality & Our Illusions/Transforms/Transmutes.  It seems, Chaos in its “natural order’ Fertilizes  Growth/Maturity (Despite Feeling like Death).  Chaos, my friends, Brings Truth(s) and Inner-Knowing to Light!

Chaos is Feared.  Chaos is ‘labelled’ in negative context and systematically, we learn to Fear.  Fear is Given Power & Empowered to Order=Control=Label=Segregate=Polarize our Thoughts & Beliefs & Actions.  Fear of Chaos Prolongs our Suffering/Our Pain/Our Sense of Self & Other’s.  Fear reinforces the Illusion of Safety & Imagined Protections.

Personally, I learned, Fear resides within our ‘Survival Mode’.   Fear Floods our Body & Mind with a Surge of Energy/Energy needed to ‘Save’ Ourselves in a Moment of Grave Danger.  Fear is a great catalyst to help one ‘Survive’ what present as Life-Threatening=Immediate Power to Survive(Deferring Inner Resources Away from Cognition & Feelings=Find Ourselves in a state of Flight/Fight or Freeze.  A Burst of Intense Power utilizing many of our internal resources/Cognitive Abilities; typically placed ‘off-line’ so our physical body (basic need to survive) can be achieved.  When our inner ability for Cognition is Inactive/Effected/Affected/Diminished=Unable to Think for Ourselves=Look to Other’s to Be “Saved”.

Friends, In-Fear there is no Love/Care & Compassion.   By extension, words/thoughts/beliefs & feelings expressed in-fear hold No Depth/Value/Worth.

Feelings Must-Be Felt!  One must be open & able to experience for oneself-The Full-Spectrum of Emotions/Feelings (not Accept other’s thoughts/beliefs/feelings/Order or Judgements).  Only through the Process of Chaos (Discrepancies/Problems/Pain/Conflict/Grief & Anger, etc) can One with Honesty & Authenticity One Gains The Inner Gifts of Love/Care/Compassion & from this place of Insights=Our Mind & Our Heart Became One/Act in Harmony.  By extension,  all knowledge Learned in Fear/Learned within Fear is Not in Love (Best Interest).

Friends, important to remind ourselves:

 Fear & Love do not co-exist!

 Fear & Love are on the opposite side of the spectrum.

Fear & Love may be seen as positive/negative charge of a magnet.


 You are the Magnet —Choose!

Choose Your Energy!

Choose your Spectrum!

Choose Your Charge!



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