Poem: Filling The Void WithIN

Category: Poetry

Poem:  Filling The Void Within

Filling

The Void

Within

Took

Me ON

A Voyage IN

Life

Living

A Life

Disconnected from

Myself

Hyper-vigilant

Skills ON

Seeing

Details

Within

Exterior Environment

Seemingly Small

Giving

Many Clues

Hearing

Sounds

Sensitive to

The Slight

Variance IN

Vibration

Even

The Quiet

Sound of

Another’s

Breath

Feeling

Feelings of

Other’s (as if)

My Own

Reacting

Withing

My Body

Sending

Signals

Flooding

Self With

Poison of

Stress Hormones

Filling

The Void

Within

With

Other’s

Thoughts &

Beliefs

Believing

Hearing

Spoken

Within

My Mind

Integrating

Within

My Psyche

Subconscious

To MY

Conscious

Mind

Filling

The Void

Within With

Other’s

Desires

Demanding

Obedience

Supressing

Self-Guided

Guidance

Seeking

Salvation (From)

Experts

Explaining

Expectations

Required For

Existence

Mis-Guided

Existing

Exposing

Exemplary

Self-Image

Filling

The Void

Within

Externally

Seeking &

Searching (For)

LOVE

Even

A Moment

One (May)

Feel

The Opposite of

Pain

Playing

Exhausting

Game of

Hide & Seek

Seeking Love

Subsequently

Hiding

Self

Within

The Depths of

One’s

Dark Mind

Getting Lost

Not

Being

Seen

Filling

The Void

Within

Externally

Extremely

Unsustainable

In The End

Expecting

Exports To

Fix & Mend

Issues

‘They’

Created &

Labelled

Only

Looped

Self

Within

The Never-Ending

Suffering Game

Dying

Inside

Dreading

Death

__

Dear Friend,

Me2

I Have

Been

Present To

Inner-Pain

I Have

Experienced

Helplessness &

Hopelessness

Hoping for

The Pain To

End

I Have

Lived

A Life of

Lies

Trapped

Self IN

Darkness

Confined By

My Mind

Replaying

Prescribed

Plays

Unable To

Affect

Change

Living

A Life

Not Quite

Alive

Wishing for

Story of

My Life To

End

Dear Friend

Me2

I Gobbled Up

Leftovers & Scraps

Tried To

Feast

Upon

Other’s Approval

Soaking In

Advertised

Joy

Numbing

The Pain-Within

Never

Reaching

Feeling

Fulfilled

Dear Friend

Me2

I Did Not

Know

The True

Understanding

Seeking

Salvation

Outside of

Self

Most

Dangerous

Demise

Decaying

Inner Essence of

Self

Resided In

Shame of

My Past

Dear Friend

Me2

No One

Explained

Every

Experience

Perfectly

Leads

One

Towards

One’s

Purposeful

Place

No One

Demonstrated

The Power (of)

Unconditional

Love & Care

Expecting

I Earn

My Worth

Playing

Prescribed

Roles

Within (Their)

Play

Dear Friend

Me2

I Feared

Change

Complaisant

Comfortable

In Midst of Pain

Controlling

Variables

The Best

One-CAN

Expecting (To)

Earn

Feeling of

Love

Only

Witnessing

Predictable

Results

Dear Friend

Me2

Spent

A Life-Time

Searching

Outside

Self

Needing To

Learn &

Understand…

My-Worth

Can Never

BE Measured

Through

Other’s

Mindless

Mind

MY

Being

Never

Required

Other’s

SEEing

MY

Thoughts & Beliefs

Never

Needed

Other’s

Doctrines

MY

Voice

Never

Needed

Other’s

Permission

MY

Purpose

Divine

Powerful &

Profound

Without

Other’s

Guiding

Maps

Dear Friend

Me2

Please

Seek

Within

Yourself

Step

Into

Your

Heart

Beyond

The Illusion

Imposed

Beyond

The Fear

Past

The Corpses of

Your Past

Venture

Towards

Versions

Founded in

Solid

Foundation of

Your

Inner-Wisdom

Unlock

The Door To

Your

Heart

Allow

Your

Mind to

Take A Breath &

Stop

Judging

Yourself

Dear Friend

Me2

I Offer–You

No Advice

No Packaged Solutions

No Empty Promises

No Magic Cures &

No Short-Cuts

Through

The Painful

Journey of

Exploring &

Experiencing &

Expending

Yourself

Dear Friend

Me2

This is

Your

 Sacred Journey

Only

Yours To

Discover

Beyond

The Layers of

Illusion

Impos

Upon

Oneself

Dear Friend

Me2

The Sacred Journey

Yours to

Take

Your

Choice to

Choose

Your

Intuition Will

Guide

Your

Path

The Worth

Yours to Discover

The Love

Yours to Realize

Within

Yourself

Honorata Honor

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