Poem: Confession of a Fragile Self

Category: Poetry

Confession of Fragile Self

 

Disclaimer:

Survival Skills

Designed to

Serve & Protect

Self

Provided

Powerful &

Profound

Purpose

 

Healing

Voyage Into

The Unknown

Investigates &

Explores

One’s

Design

 

Healing

Self-Help

Under-Values

The Merit of

Chaos &

Paramount Confusion

Beneath

The Process &

Practice

Expecting

One to

Embrace

 

Gateway

Towards

Healing

Exposes

Self

Exploiting

Feelings

 

Feeling

Feelings

Once

Numbed

Excruciating

Experience

 

Consciously

Choosing

A Worrier’s Path

Beyond

Survival

Wishing to

Explore &

Experience

A State of

Trivial

Being

Demands

A Significant Price

Requiring

One

Lives with

An Open

Heart

 

Open Heart

Compelling

Space

Requires

Courage &

Bravery to

Face

Fears

Head-ON

Leading

One

Towards

The Unknown

 

Step by Step

Walking

Through

Minefields

Trusting

The Process

Aware

Not All

Things

Explored &

Experienced

Expose &

Support

One’s

Safety

Externally

 

You SEE

The Healing Process

Provides

Power & strength

Replacing

Survival

Reactions with

Responses

However…

Does Not

Shield

One

Against

Feelings &

Feeling Pain

Without

The Numbing

Grace

Gifted through

Games

 

Exposing

Self to

Feelings

Displays

Fragile-Self

 

Acutely

Sensitive to

Other’s

Unrefined-Ways

 

__

Powerful Words

Weapons of

Massive Distraction

Deployed

Discharged

Seismic Waves

Sharply

Embedding

Shards

Within

One’s

Psyche

Activating

Past Traumatic

Responses

 

Powerful Words

Weapons of Revenge

Armed for

Defence

Concealed

Beneath

Image of

Knowledge &

Kindness

Masking

Malice of

Massive

Proportion

 

Uncensored Words

Unstable

Lethal

Ambush One

Creating

Casualties of

War

Leaving

Victims

Disfigured

Disconnected &

Dissociated

Dispensed by

Desensitized

 

Casualties of War

UnSeen &

UnHeard

Hiding

Self in

Shadows

Trying to

Survive

 

Hazardous Legacy

Playing-Out

Old-Scripts

Survival Skills on

Battle-Fields

Creating

Casualties

UnAccounted

UnKown

UnImportant to

Most

 

Confession of

Fragile Soul

Deep Knowing

Resides

Comprehending

The Cycle of

Being

Trapped Within

Protective

Survival

Shelled by

Armour

Forged from

Past Pain

Subdued by

Shell-Shock

Unable to

Reach

One’s

Full Potential

Bleeding

Internally

Wounded

Remain

 

Confession of

Fragile Soul

 

Reminding

Self

 

Healing is

A CHOICE

 

 

Honorata Honor

 

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