Stories Shared: Random Thoughts

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It may seem, I have gone ‘quite’ lately. In truth, I have been quite ‘busy’ consciously and actively learning/unlearning/releasing old thoughts & beliefs/spending time in solitude absorbing waves & waves of insights/deeper knowing and giving it time to seep in & integrate with my being (in hopes, this work gets me healing & brings me closer to my authentic self-unaffected by need of acceptance/persist of ‘happiness/not sabotaging myself/being unrestricted by fear & others judgements/expectations).  Looking within, the work done in this space is messy/intense/overwhelming/scary/requires & demands making peace with self & allowing all feelings to surface without distractions & numbing. Though, despite the intensity and moving towards unknown/flowing with change and embracing the ‘New’ & more authentic version of ‘Myself’ has been Profound & Powerful. I find myself, Curious about everything as I See/Perceive/Hear/Sense Everything differently & through a different lens of Perception (or perhaps, without any lenses-just Being in the Moment).  Being Curious, opened me up to the Desire to Live & Experience Life to the most.   Fear set in my Default System still comes up and I still have to consciously Choose to Disregard the thoughts and anxiety that floods my physical body, as I have come know/respect & be in awe of the depth of “life/living” that happened in the moments one moves past the limits/boundaries of Fear.  Conscious Choice to Confront Fear leads to Conquering one’s limitations=Growth.  Context of fear is different for everyone, it may mean sitting with our intense feelings/questioning our assumptions & beliefs for their current validity in our lives/doing and ‘playing’ through our self expression (art/poetry/music/singing/dancing/disclaimer:  one does not need to be ‘professional’ at any of these things but taking a risk/allowing one’s soul to align with our body & mind/being true to self in moments presented). 

Thoughts:

-I am embracing my mind and learning how very powerful/beautiful/complex it is. No longer viewing it as ‘broken’ but as a ‘protective friend’ with the job to help me to survive. Wow. 

-Developing awesomeness of how significant our upbringing/socialization/education/community norms & beliefs & values & expectations are on the functioning of our subconscious mind. The control & impact our stored beliefs/thoughts/experiences (within our subconscious parts of the mind) have on our experiences/creating our reality/the relationships. 

-Awareness is the basis for Critique/Assessment/Testing the Validity agains our intuitive Self-Soulful Self-Authentic Being. 

-Ability to Unlearn-Learn new skills & thoughts in alligmant with holds true for oneself/Re-Wire one’s Brain!

-Realization-Thoughts create Emotions=Emotions is the Energy of our thoughts=Attract Experiences & People that align with the same energy. Wow. 

-The Books. Metaphors. lol Wisdom of other’s. Wisdom from my life experiences/good & bad (all things). Wisdom from what I Hear/Listen to/Absorb/recognizing and respecting my personal ‘sensitivity’ & knowing I have a Choice to Choose what or who I listen to/aware of subliminal messages imprinted in advertising/media/politics/etc.  Knowing my truth/my needs/my journey/my deeper knowing is powerful and intuitive to Me (different from everyone else= other’s judgements/solutions/suggestions are only ‘true’ & valid for the person expressing/as they see things from their particular perspective/lens of perception. Wow. 

-Mind & Body & Soul (Inner Knowing/Inner Wisdom) & Everything ‘outside’ of self (beliefs/education/past experiences/others impacting our individual growth) —Interact/Interplay. Delicate dance between what one knew/what one learns to know & understand/deeper knowing/even the language & words we assign to context are all playing their part in building the version of Self (by choice & conscious awareness/or, subconscious design/or, survival protocols set in our brain/etc). 

-Healing, in such context cannot be formatted into an agenda/thing to do or get done-but awareness of that delicate dance and concious awareness (choice in choosing different then prior perhaps).  Perhaps, this is what is meant by having self-Compassion. Wow. 

-Perhaps, I am simply in Awe!!! 

Curious. What are your Thoughts & Feelings & Reactions/Responses to this image?  Would love to read from a you! 

Hugs Friends.

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