Poem: Blueprint of My Life

Category: Poetry

Blueprint of My Life

Once Upon A Time

I Learned

The Big-Bang

The BEgining

The Random

Explosion (from)

Nothingness (into)

The Solar System 

Housing

Our

Planet

Exists

Through

Accidental 

Formation

Life On

Earth

Presenting

Little

Value &

Worth

Painful 

Experiences

Complex &

Compounded

Left

Nothing to

Imagine

Suffering &

Struggle 

States of Norm

Known

Surrounded

Experiencing

Existence

Within

World

Rooted 

IN

Atmosphere 

Unkind &

Uncaring &

Unsupportive

Only 

Alternative 

Perspective

Proposed

Posed

God

UP-High

Within

The Unreachable Sky

Seated Upon

Judgement Throne

Demanding &

Punishing

Souls

Unable to

Meet

Set

Conditions

Expectations On

A Checklist

Angry &

Annoyed

Judging

Most

UnWorthy

Beings

Being 

Dammed to

Damnation

Destined to

Hell 

Powerful

Beliefs

Rooted in

Fear

Effectively

Imprint On

Subconscious (Brain)

Trusting

The Wisdom Taught

Through

Past Generations

Believed

One’s Worth 

Limited 

Unworthy

One

Trusts

Being

Insignificant

Randomly 

Created

Within

Tragic 

Circumstances & 

Worse

The Source of

Pain & 

Grief &

Inevitable 

Sentence of

Suffering

Supplied to

Others

Steep Price for

Random Existence

An Accidental

Mistake of 

A Reason for

One’s Being

Misery

To View

OneSelf &

Others &

Living Experience  

Through

The Lenses of

Random &

Coincidental 

Accidental Design

Limits 

One’s 

Ability to

Contemplate 

Beyond

The Set Parameters 

Taught as

Beliefs

Structured

Beliefs

Demanding

Blind

Faith &

Obedience

Required to

Earn

One’s 

Worth

Awaiting

Reward

Beyond

One’s

Earthly

Life

Still

Seems 

Somewhat

Unclear 

When

Paradigm 

Learned

Started to

Shift

Perhaps…

Luck (or)

Answers to my prayers (or)

Intentions to End

The Misery of

Mundane Pain

Circumstances 

Unfolded

Seemingly

Random & 

Unforeseen 

Accidental (it Seemed)

Shattered

Everything 

Within

Myself &

My Structured

Satisfactory Life

Colossal

Loss

Mind

Seized to Function

Body Raved

Uncontrollable Tremors 

Vibrated Anxiety 

Through Every Vein

Soul

Not even sure if

It was there

Established Identity of

Worth & Success

Collapsed &

Recognition Faded

Severed 

Connections 

Betrayal &

Abundant

Loved One’s 

Left

Rejected &

Used-Up &

Disposed

Darkness

Surrounded

Locked

Self-Inside

The Sacred Mind

Stuck

Unable to

Understand

The ‘Why’

Behind

Random 

Design

Limited

Feelings

Intimately

Feeling

Terror &

Despair

Once Upon A Time

I Thought

Time Heals

Random Moment

When

The Pain Seizes

Out of 

The Nothingness of 

Darkness

Promise of

Salvation 

Awaits

Hmmm…

Lies

Upon

Lies

Truth

Time 

Constructed Concept

Contains

No Salvation

At All

Time

Traps 

One

Within

Illusion

Stuck Within

Terror &

Despair

Looped in

Memories of

Past Pain

Upon Reflection 

Difficult to

Articulate

The Moment &

Accurately

Share

The point

Within

My Life

During Which

Everything 

Changed

Certain

Though 

The Day

Marked

My Death &

Dying

Transforming

My 

Being

My ‘Previous Life’

For that is

What I say

Presented 

A Picture

Stepping Stones

Leading

Directly

Perfectly &

Profoundly

Designed to

Reach

The Present Moment

The NOW 

Little by

Little

Testing

Safety

Within

Receptive to

Intuitive

Guidance

Contemplative 

Investigating

Inner Thoughts & Beliefs

Excavating

The Dark Chapters of

Past Memories

Aware

Each One

Contains

Wisdom 

Within

Perfectly

Design 

Guiding

My Growth

Intuition

Displaying

A Warehouse of

Deep Knowing

Deeply 

Resonating

Blueprint of 

One’s Life

Perfectly

Perfect &

Intentional 

Purpose

Aware of

Awareness

Dispelling

False

Beliefs of

UnWorthiness

Blueprint of

One’s Life

Sequence

Programmed 

Within

One’s DNA

Interactive &

Cooperative

Within

Each & Every 

Part & Cell

Serving time

Support 

Optimize

The Very

Existence 

One’s Being

Blueprint of

One’s Life

Evidence

Evident 

Within 

Awareness of

One’s

Connection & 

Interconnection

Within &

All Around

Sequential 

Superb 

Simplicity within

Complexity

Disproving

Beliefs of

One’s

In-Significance 

Blueprint of

One’s Life

Only

Offers

A Glimpse

To Contemplate

The Ultimate

Blueprint of

Universal Design

Blueprint of

My Life

Offers

A Gentle Reminder

Evidence Enough

An Invite to

Look

Within

One Self &

Acknowledge 

Inherited 

Worth &

Value &

Love

Inside

One-Self

HonorataHonor 

 

  

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